I Did A Thing, vol. 4

My name is Adina, and I am a beauty product junkie.

Not, like, Sephora VIB Rouge-level beauty product junkie, but let’s say … a burgeoning beauty product junkie. I’m generally a cheapskate when it comes to consumable items, including cosmetics and such, which, in the past, has held me back from experimenting madly. With age, vanity is slowly winning out, so I have been dabbling at increasing price points.

Case in point: I finally caved and bought that damn Dr. Jart Cicapair cream. $60 – ayiyi! Alright, let’s do this!

[That is a fairly literal transcript of my inner monologue as I hit the order button on the Sephora website.]

Because once the dam breaks, the flood comes, I also splurged on a small bottle of the Pixi Glow Tonic ($20CAD). Baby angel skin, here I come!

You know how people say “I applied such-and-such product for the first time before bed one day, and the next morning I woke up looking like an extra dewy Gigi Hadid”? Yeah, that didn’t happen. I mean, my face didn’t melt off or anything, so that was all fine and good. Only not really different from the day before.

In the interests of fairness, I took a “before” picture and then continued to use both products for another month or so. I didn’t need to take an “after” picture. Don’t get me wrong, my skin looks pretty good. It just doesn’t look noticeably different than before. The only things I noticed during that month were the subtle changes in my complexion depending on my hormone cycle. While I don’t experience huge acne flare-ups, my skin does get a bit rougher and more prone to blemishes at certain times of the month – even using the same products consistently. What I realized was that my current regimen is probably as best as it can be, or as good as it needs to be. Short of cosmetic procedures, this is as good as my 37-year old skin is going to get. My inner beauty product junkie is a bit disappointed, because that means that there is really no need for me to keep trying new products. Whomp whomp.

So what about Cicapair and Glow Tonic?

I liked them both. I will be perfectly honest and say that I’m not inclined to buy Cicapair again, simply because of the price and the fact that, for my skin, CeraVe moisturizer works just as well. I did not notice a significant change in my skin tone; then again, my skin was probably less uneven (or prone to redness) than I thought. Cicapair does feel very nice on the skin (and I did not mind the slightly medicinal smell) and I like it a lot as a daytime moisturizer under my make-up. It absorbs quickly and doesn’t leave a sticky residue. So, for now I will continue to use my existing tube happily. When I run out, we’ll see. If I ever experience really dry, flakey skin, I might be more tempted to turn to Cicapair as a more intense moisturizing option over CeraVe.

I have been using Glow Tonic together with the remnants of my CosRX Sol A toner as a 1-2 toning punch on evenings when I don’t apply my retinol. I prefer that combo over using The Ordinary’s salicyclic acid, for example. I don’t know if Glow Tonic is better than TO’s lactic acid (which I use every morning), but it’s more easily accessible because I can buy it at the drugstore down the street. At $20, it’s not inexpensive, but it costs about the same as the CosRx toner, which I can only get on Amazon (with month-long waits). So I am inclined to re-buy this when it runs out.

In case you are wondering, here is my updated skincare routine:

AM: TO lactic acid, Cicapair cream, Biore sunscreen

PM: cleansing wipe, CosRx Sol A toner, Glow Tonic, TO Buffet, CeraVe // or // cleansing wipe, retinol, CeraVe (3 times a week)

A few other things:

– I randomly tried Pixi’s H2O Skintint recently. I say “randomly” because I found it (unopened) for $8 at my local consignment store (they have a beauty product section). I bought it because I was curious to try more Pixi products after my Glow Tonic experience, and … did I mention I’m a cheapskate? Skintint normally retails for $34CAD, so I jumped at the chance to try it out for a fraction of the price. I really like it! It’s kinda like a BB cream? Most days I can wear it on its own, instead of my usual Jane Iredale powder foundation; some days, I will add the powder on top for extra coverage/matte-ness. Does it make me look like an extra dewy Gigi Hadid? Mmmm, well, not really Gigi-esque, but maybe a little bit dewier than usual? I dunno, I just really like it, ok? One small pump is enough to cover my whole face, so I think the tube will last me a while. I would love for this to be a re-buy for me, but the price does give me pause. I will see how long this tube lasts and make a game-time decision.

Here is a side-by-side: bare face, “I woke up like dis” Adina and post-everyday-make-up (featuring Skintint) Adina.

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– I had very dry hands back in February, and I stumbled onto a “cure” that worked wonders: Elizabeth Arden 8 Hour Miracle cream + CeraVe. You guys – it’s magic! The skin on my hands went from sandpaper to baby’s bottom in 3 days – applying once, at night, before bed. I have been singing the praises of EA’s Miracle cream for years, and I will tell you again that you need this in your life if you’re dealing with flakiness/dryness. Just don’t use it all over your face – unlike the Cicapair, I found that the Miracle cream can clog pores. (Nose is fine; I use it on my nose whenever I get a cold to prevent my skin from cracking .)

That’s all she wrote, but if you guys have tried some cool products recently – I’m all ears. Old habits die hard, what can I say.

Style Musings: A Fresh Take

I’ve shared before that one of my fave subreddits is Female Fashion Advice. I’m older than what I think would be a typical subscriber, which makes some of the discussions less relevant to my interests, but I like the variety of backgrounds and aesthetic preferences because it exposes me to new ideas and new ways of looking at fashion all the time. Sometimes, even to a proverbial paradigm shift.

This comment proved to be something of the latter. The idea of identifying the different facets of my style as individual “characters” – each with their own defining characteristics – was immediately intriguing. The OP’s list of characters really spoke to me as well. I started thinking about what mine would be, and the exercise quickly proved to be extremely fruitful … and pretty effortless. Things just sort of came together – everything from my style preferences to my wardrobe palette.

Like the OP, I also ended up with 4 characters: two for work, two for off-duty (mostly). Each duo essentially represents a masculine and feminine take on a particular aesthetic. I am going to write a separate post about each one but, first, a few words about some other pertinent details.

Colour Palette

My palette has remained pretty constant over the last couple of years, but I did make a couple of small tweaks as part of this process of re-imagining my closet.

First, having recently acquired a cognac bag, I realized that it’s a nice, softer alternative to black as a core/outfit-grounding neutral. Black is always going to be a staple in my closet – at least one of my style personas leans heavily on black – but I have been drawn to softer, warmer, lower contrast colours lately. So my neutrals have mellowed to dove gray, ivory, and cognac (along with grey). I’m also moving away from navy; I like midnight blue (especially in velvet), but navy feels too drab.

Second, I have decided to swap out some of my core colours. I chose plum (and related shades of warm purple) over burgundy, and sage (muted green) over jasper (dark green). I also decided to forego the bright, almost-cobalt blue that was a long-standign favourite. I still adore the colour, but it’s too contrast-y for the rest of my wardrobe. I only had a couple of pieces in this shade left in my closet, and I said a (reluctant) goodbye to them recently.

The balance of my core colours stayed the same: mauve/blush, mustard yellow, olive, (muted) blue.

Kibbe Type

I think I’ve written about this before, but my face and my body are somewhat at odds when it comes to Kibbe Types (Classic, Dramatic, Romantic, etc.). I have an hourglass/slight pear shape body, which looks great in form-fitting, waist-accentuating, very femme clothing. (NB: Is it weird to talk about my body in the third person? Yes? No? Let’s pretend that didn’t just happen.) My face, however, is quite angular, with strong features that are not particularly feminine. Dramatic haircuts — blunt bobs, pixies, etc. — suit my face in a way that more traditionally femme ones (long hair, soft waves) don’t. So there is a definite disconnect there.

As I get older, I find that I want to focus more on my face, and less on my body. I am leaning away from things that might be seen as traditionally welcoming/inviting of the external (male) gaze, if that makes sense. That’s not intended as a critique of any particular style; I’m past the stage of giving a s**t if someone dresses for men, or for women, or for whomever. Everyone should do whatever makes them happy.

Anyway, as will become apparent as I go through my style characters in future posts, my aesthetic is now more closely aligned with my facial Kibbe type. As my current bob is also on the same page, I feel on top of my game.

Wardrobe Reset

After deciding on my style characters, I went through my clothing inventory and tagged each item as belonging to one or more character; there was actually a fair bit of overlap. I did this for everything in my closet, including shoes and bags. The results were very enlightening. Although I had already pared down my wardrobe a lot (down to about 150 items), I found quite a few things that didn’t belong. These were, by and large, items I had already “flagged” to myself as candidates for purging, but which I could not bring myself to part with before. This gave me the last, much-needed push to move them out of my closet. Some went into the basement closet purgatory, some just went straight out (donated, swapped, or listed on the ThriftRats sho).

April is the first month when I will be starting to implement my new approach, so stay tuned to see the outfits and my discussion of each style character.

What I Wore: March 22-28, 2018

Casual Friday Best

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This is one of my best casual Friday outfits in recent memory, and I wore it to see Michelle Obama speak at Rexall Centre. Living my best life, hashtag.

As far as the outfit goes, I am obsessed with this shade of green – I’m calling it “sage” – which has replaced jasper (dark/forest green) as my favourite green. My other favourite thing about this outfit is the bag; the cognac is a less expected choice than black, but it works really well as part of the colour story here. (Does “colour story” sound unbearably pretentious?) This is the second small MbMJ crossbody I thrifted in the last few months, and I am ever so thankful for it. It’s the perfect size for weekends and other occasions when I’m “traveling light” and don’t want to bother with a big bag. The style is so simple and so classic that it goes with anything. Really, these are great bags and you can sometimes find them on eBay for great prices so I guess what I’m saying is that you need to look into this, right now.

Starry Starry Shirt

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It’s a shirt … with stars on it. Your mind has been blown, I’m sure. It’s actually more complicated than that, because the shirt also has very detailed cut-outs. Just Anthro, throwing everything at the wall (creatively speaking) to see what sticks. I feel like I would like the shirt more if it just had the stars, but oh well. It will probably end up in the ThriftRats store at some point. Paired with this old Zara skirt, the result is cute – a little more “girly” than I would like, but cute. Next time, to switch things up, I think I will pair this skirt with something more voluminous on top – not cropped, not tucked in. If the result is more Shapeless Blob than Unexpected But Interesting Silhouette, the skirt might be on the chopping block as well. I am ruthless, I tell you.

Edited to add: The shirt, oy vey. The quality turned out to be hot garbage. The sleeve cut-outs got caught on things and started unraveling on the first wear. The material is super cheap poly, and the cut-out are not reinforced in any way so you can imagine that disaster waiting to happen. What the hell, Anthro? Not cool. Needless to say, don’t buy this (on eBay or whatever).

Obi Chic

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This is an old outfit EXCEPT … new belt. It goes really well with this top, doesn’t it? I like the easy adjustability of an obi-style belt because, let’s face it, my waistline after lunch is not the same as before. Comfort above all, my friends.

Unapologetic Mom Jeans

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Gosh, I love this so much, I don’t know where to begin. The jacket is a perfect embodiment of my style essence – butterflies on a leather jacket. It was thrifted in brand new condition by my friend Jenn (Life Preloved in IG), and you better believe that I snapped it up from her as soon as she posted it for sale. No regrets. Jenn also runs a consignment biz, which is how I ended up with these amazing Holding Horses mom jeans. Y’all know I have a thing for patched denim. Also, that lightweight wash is great. I knew these two pieces would be great together, and while this might not be “the” (I.e. only) perfect outfit in my books, it’s a perfect outfit for sure.